“You have everything you need.” Whew. That was phrase I didn’t know I needed to hear until a guided meditation brought me to that moment mid-December. Can you believe after surviving (literally) a year that took so many out in so many ways I still wanted for more than good health, a roof over my head, and abundance? Of course you can, because you did and continue to want the same. We all do. It’s only natural. And while yearning for more is in our nature, it’s a necessity to be at peace with where we are in the moment.

So, 2021 is here, and unsurprisingly COVID came with. What does that mean for me? Work is still progressing nicely (praise Jesus) as clients still need to be represented and stories need to be told. I’m grateful to be able to do both at a distance for the most part. At home I’m trying to cook more, and with the help (push) of my husband, not be so stuck in my ways of making the same meals - no matter how fire I think they are. I think I love baking - and most recently making charcuterie boards - more than cooking. I do miss dining in restaurants; like really miss. I miss splitting appetizers and asking “what do you suggest?”, and ordering another bottle with friends knowing it’s going to add another hour to our time together. Ducked off in the corner stealing kisses with my man while we wait for the food to come out? The best!

However, change is imminent. I’m excited to learn, create, put my spin on new dishes. I’m exited to find safe and creative ways to use food to connect with friends and family. I’m excited to continue my relationship with nature and move my body as much as possible. I’m excited to continue planting seeds for the future of my family and career. But most importantly, I excited and grateful for this life I have now. This moment. I truly have everything I need.